The is no god like Jehovah. In the year of Obama I've had mountain highs and valley lows. Since the late summer of 2008 I witness historical events, experience personal tragedies and blessing after blessings in these recessionary times like none other we know.
In my valley lows since last September I have experienced the deep lost of love ones. First my nephew last August/September followed by my motherly Aunt in October/November as we witness the triumph victory of Obama.
In January of this year my youngest brother went home to the LORD and last month we buried my younger sister. Four deaths of close family members has sent me spiraling down to my lowest levels of grief. It has overwhelm and paralysis me at times. All the deaths were unexpected and sudden. Plus I lost a good friend who I supported in the Philippines last month.
I cried out for my grief to stop in between deaths. Then more bad news. I lost my Administrator job with the Public School District due to budget cuts. My school district has lost children to private school and several administrators like myself were laid off. This is roughly $10,000 USD plus lost in income.
Like Job, though they slay me, yet will I follow Him. In the midst of my troubles and sorrows I have seen the light of hope in serving a good and loving God. I am doing my best to lean not to my own understanding but acknowledge the One who can turn my midnights into days.
In the many weeks and months I have last blog I continue to serve God. In less than a month I lead my first short term missionary outreach group to Jamaica for a week. Also in the past months I have continue to host those from around the world Egyptians, Brazilians and many others.
I have told my storms to be still.
In doing so I can not count the blessings I have received monetary, in-kind gifts and love. As the economy sank to its lowest levels in my lifetime I eat good everyday and my house note and other bills are paid on time every month. God is good all the time and everywhere.
Like Obama I have seen some really great times and now experience here and there low moments. It does not rain all the time. Praise God. To this end I will continue to hold on to God's unchanging hand. My family is well as can be expected and I do have a teaching job that pays well.
Glory to God, it's gonna be alright. I'm still standing. Amen.